So it’s been a while since I posted my last statement. Lots has happened already. It didn’t take long from the day I went in to finally getting help. Within a month I had seen a doctor, gotten blood work to definitely rule out all physical problems, and then been given a prescription. One thing that I made sure that I did during this time is I got out, distracted myself and tried my best to keep my mind off what was going on. It seemed to help. When I wasn’t thinking about it, I able to enjoy myself. But so far, it’s been okay. This week and especially today I’ve been about 95% back to “normal”. it’s been nice. I think lately it’s been easier to accept that I do have depression. At first I didn’t really want to think that there was something wrong with me… but now I realize that I cannot help it. It’s not my fault that this occurs. I think a lot of it was brought on by stress. The stress of school, the stress of life… it really weighs down on a person. However, for me at least, it doesn’t scare me to use the medication. The way that I look at it, the medication doesn’t make me happy, rather it allows me to be happy. Maybe one day I wont need it, but for now, I’ll keep it around. It’s not hurting me… only helping me.
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Alex ~ “The Back-Up Plan” set
LMAO THE LAST ONE
HEY GURL HEY
always. every single time.
allll the time.
Agreed.
Catch and Release was on tv tonight… Yup. I spent my Saturday evening with him.